You will get through it and yes it does your head in as you start thinking future. I'm just thinking I'm having a big rest and what will be will be.
As the stress and anxiety was getting to much. Beautiful days and we're allowed to have family visit and some shops are open. This helps immensely. The pain gets better once the body gets used to it, I never thought it would. Have tramadol is my back up when needed. I do hope you get that mesh out soon it seems that's the cause of this onset.
Yes, it sucks big time , I am cold shaking,feel knackered after 5 minute walk, I think this is Psa advanced though Rheumatiod arthritis is the same in many respects with out the skin issues , , because i already had Psa seems likely its advanced because of the mesh thats inbedded in my skin and my body sees it as a forign invader triggering auto immune response, which has happened, Never had it like this in the begginning years ago, it was slowish onset with mild fatigue over time it progresses, this is vicious attacking everything including me brain big time over a small amount of time , Sucks big time, got try get through it somehow cheers ,